I’m lovin it! Kumoricon 2008

So we have gotten to the hotel and setup “base” and I am totally LOVING it!

Maybe thats cause of the alcohol ^_^. mmm vanilla vodka and coke.

The layout for this convention is kind of weird. The dealer’s room is in a separate building from the hotel. And the hotel doesn’t really have allot of room for much of anything to be going on.

Also, the lines to pickup your badge for your pre-registration were HORRIBLE. The system was so confusing I don’t even know if I can explain it to where it will be understandable.

There were two lines to get badges for the con, one was if you had not pre-registered(already ordered and paid for a badge) and one for picking up our already paid for badge.

Inside the hotel these lines were split up (at least the con staff thought so). There was really NO organization of any kind. No ropes for the lines, no one managing the lines, nothing.

Outside of the hotel both of these lines were combined into one, a big WTF in my book. That makes the wait for both longer. And if anything the pre register people shouldn’t have to wait any longer.

THATS WHY YOU PRE-REGISTER. to remove the inconvenience of not having done so.

“Meh“ >.<

So I was thinking....

Lets hypothetically pretend that reincarnation is the way things work, and in my little philosophical universe for this moment one can be reincarnated into an inanimate object.

Worst Scenario Ever:
So lets say you someone are magically turned into someone’s old pair of shoes.

You ask “Why would this suck any worse than being turned into a lamp or a cheese grater?”

I say it is worse because now you are an object that someone pined for, and really loved when you were new. They evidently really liked you because they wore the heck out of you, which is why you now have some evident wear and tear. Maybe even some of your sole is coming apart.

The worst part is that now because you are the old pair of shoes you will be worn in the rain, mud, sleet, and snow without so much as a thought of the mud, grime, and grit you are going to be drudged through. Oh and when that walk through the icky-ness is over, you won’t get cleaned up. You’ll just be taken out next time the weather is bad to get more layers of dirt caked on.

Maybe as a reincarnated old shoe you can pull the sock trick and disappear somehow. I hear your average Washer and Dryer can help with socks on that matter, maybe they can do it with shoes too.

Epiphany

The sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something.
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I was geeking out as usual over doll stuff. That tends to be my vice as of late. Ooogling over all the pretty dolls at various different websites. Dollzone being one of them.

Dollzone is the maker of the Dollzone Yuu that I have (Linnear). On their site they had a series of different banners with poems on them.

I was first attracted to the dolls in the banners and then I read the text.

It was funny to me how fitting some of the text was to some of the recent events in my life.

Life is a funny thing.


"If the golden sun, should cease to shine its light,
Just one smile from you, would make my whole world bright."


"Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful."


"Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened"

All Images above (Except for intro picture) are owned and created by Dollzone. I in no way take credit for,claim to be their creator, or am out to make profit from these images.

Yay! The interview I forgot about! Fanime 2008

I totally forgot I did this interview. I was so happy someone was interviewing people about Jrock stuff, and that I got to be a part of it!

Yay me! all the work on my costume paid off! ^_^

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Have you ever woken up from a dream; and the dream was really great and you sigh because you realize it was a dream.

I’ve only ever been able to go back to sleep to an awesome dream one time. It was great.

But I really don’t want to be dreaming in life....

だれはわたしをたすけられるんだろう？

Bring on the Anime, Manga, and Cosplay wonderfullness!!
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Creative, Makeup, J-Rock, Japanese, Cosplay, Dollfie

I just want someone that I can connect with. Someone who just gets me.

I like playing video games (mostly PC, but like the Console ones too!) I used to have LAN parties and play Counter Strike (Original and Source), Warcraft III, and the occasional Call of Duty. I also like watching others play games as well. Its like a movie for me! I really want to watch someone play all the way through the Fatal Frame series (with the lights off, and the sound turned WAY up to add to the creepiness!). I can only get through 30 minutes of it at a time >.< its too scary! Bioshock would be awesome too!

I would also really love to find someone that would be a cosplay partner for me! Its always better when you have someone dressing up as an accompanying character.

I need a Gackt for my Mana (Series: Malice Mizer)

An Anthy for my Utena (Series: Revolutionary Girl Utena)


A Kaname or Zero for my Yuki (Series: Vampire Knight)


A Night for my Riiko (Series: Absolute Boyfriend)


A Larva/Rava for my Miyu (Series: Vampire Princess Miyu)


A D for me (damsel in distress) (Series: Vampire Hunter D)


A Tuxedo Mask for my Sailor Moon (Series: Sailor Moon)




I want someone that I can walk through downtown with Linnear (My Asian Ball Jointed Doll - Dollzone Yuu) on my shoulders and not care the looks we/I get. Or if I decide to cosplay in the city without there being a con going on. Or someone that I could sit in a coffee shop, or on the couch with for hours and not get boored or could simply sit in each others silent company and not get that akward "no one's talking" feeling. Or someone that could take me out to go do something exciting, like going to a rave party or a drag show!

I just feel so at odds with the world. It seems like everyone that is into this stuff(if I ever find anyone that is) are like 16. I want someone that is a stable adult >.<.

This is just turning into a rant, so I'll just be waiting ^_^ for my Night to arrive in the mail.