Epiphany

The sudden realization or comprehension of the essence or meaning of something.
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I was geeking out as usual over doll stuff. That tends to be my vice as of late. Ooogling over all the pretty dolls at various different websites. Dollzone being one of them.

Dollzone is the maker of the Dollzone Yuu that I have (Linnear). On their site they had a series of different banners with poems on them.

I was first attracted to the dolls in the banners and then I read the text.

It was funny to me how fitting some of the text was to some of the recent events in my life.

Life is a funny thing.


"If the golden sun, should cease to shine its light,
Just one smile from you, would make my whole world bright."


"Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful."


"Don't cry because its over, smile because it happened"

All Images above (Except for intro picture) are owned and created by Dollzone. I in no way take credit for,claim to be their creator, or am out to make profit from these images.

Yay! The interview I forgot about! Fanime 2008

I totally forgot I did this interview. I was so happy someone was interviewing people about Jrock stuff, and that I got to be a part of it!

Yay me! all the work on my costume paid off! ^_^

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Have you ever woken up from a dream; and the dream was really great and you sigh because you realize it was a dream.

I’ve only ever been able to go back to sleep to an awesome dream one time. It was great.

But I really don’t want to be dreaming in life....

だれはわたしをたすけられるんだろう？

Bring on the Anime, Manga, and Cosplay wonderfullness!!
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Creative, Makeup, J-Rock, Japanese, Cosplay, Dollfie

I just want someone that I can connect with. Someone who just gets me.

I like playing video games (mostly PC, but like the Console ones too!) I used to have LAN parties and play Counter Strike (Original and Source), Warcraft III, and the occasional Call of Duty. I also like watching others play games as well. Its like a movie for me! I really want to watch someone play all the way through the Fatal Frame series (with the lights off, and the sound turned WAY up to add to the creepiness!). I can only get through 30 minutes of it at a time >.< its too scary! Bioshock would be awesome too!

I would also really love to find someone that would be a cosplay partner for me! Its always better when you have someone dressing up as an accompanying character.

I need a Gackt for my Mana (Series: Malice Mizer)

An Anthy for my Utena (Series: Revolutionary Girl Utena)


A Kaname or Zero for my Yuki (Series: Vampire Knight)


A Night for my Riiko (Series: Absolute Boyfriend)


A Larva/Rava for my Miyu (Series: Vampire Princess Miyu)


A D for me (damsel in distress) (Series: Vampire Hunter D)


A Tuxedo Mask for my Sailor Moon (Series: Sailor Moon)




I want someone that I can walk through downtown with Linnear (My Asian Ball Jointed Doll - Dollzone Yuu) on my shoulders and not care the looks we/I get. Or if I decide to cosplay in the city without there being a con going on. Or someone that I could sit in a coffee shop, or on the couch with for hours and not get boored or could simply sit in each others silent company and not get that akward "no one's talking" feeling. Or someone that could take me out to go do something exciting, like going to a rave party or a drag show!

I just feel so at odds with the world. It seems like everyone that is into this stuff(if I ever find anyone that is) are like 16. I want someone that is a stable adult >.<.

This is just turning into a rant, so I'll just be waiting ^_^ for my Night to arrive in the mail.

Dream Home

So I have been thinking about my semi-realistic dream place!

I think I would really like an apartment in Downtown Seattle - Loft style.

I really like the idea of a free open space for my own studio/creation space/Video Game/Movie area and then having just enough space for a bed and probably clothing in an open upstairs area. It is very clean and modern. Also it will cost less than some 1br apartments and still is allot like a one bedroom.

I had no clue what a loft was until I moved into my first apartment so I thought I would put in a floor plan of a loft, just to give you an idea of what I’m talking about.

If you wanted to try to imagine what this would look like, the right half of the image would be sort of another floor of the apartment above the left half of the image.

Another thing I’m really big on is In-Unit washer and dryer, which seems hard to find. I would hate having to take my laundry to another floor to wash my laundry in a coin operated machine that everyone uses, and leaves permanent red pens in their pockets so all your whites are a nice shade of pink.


I’m super tired so Im gonna try to go get some sleep. I’ll probably write more about this later.

And please, any family or friends reading this PLEASE do not read this blog and assume I am moving immediately. No freaking out and calling everyone and their grandma about it!