He took my art, broke my heart, and squashed the last of my hope.
I still love him and can't cope. I wish I could fight for him, but I can't bewitch his heart. Only make it beat for another - evidently.
I wish I could sleep my way down this slippery slope. I've no want for anything but him - food, drink, painting, dolls. All the things that gave me comfort seem meaningless. My once precious BJD's all boxed up. I'm now a blank piece of paper without any characteristic of caring.
( 8021V) ~> ( 8135V)
I like watching your journal and i don't usually say anything, but I'm so sorry that you're having a shitty time and that you're heart broken. My thoughts and heart go out to you.
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