It was obvious in my work first, that only I cared.
It was one-sided and I couldn't see it.
Till the devastating end.
I was a pawn on your game, whether you realized it or not.
I had finally let myself trust my heart and what I felt.
You made me believe that you felt the same, or at least that you even gave the slightest shit.
I had finally let myself dream.
I dreamed of our future, even though it was uncertain.
I didn't dream of my success, your success, our house, our money, or any of those material things.
I dreamed of being by your side.
I wanted our forever.
I'm left with this...
GAPING
GROSS
UGLY
EXCRUCIATING
cavity in me....
ALL that is ME.
My life, My heart, My hopes,
My dreams, My happiness, My sanity,
My everything
ME
A friend told me this song in its entirety reminded him of me. It's beautiful
- Thank you -
wow. pretty dramatic.
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