Friday, February 25, 2011

a SCRATCH! As if it meant nothing. Twill Serve

Broken glass

Art Though hurt?


Courage man... the hurt can not be much..?


......


All that I am, all that I grew to. I was a goddess. 
I wanted to share my immortality with you, but instead you took my vitality.
You snuffed it out like a candle. I've now been placed back.
Back into the mortal realm of wondering, nay dreaming, of when it will end.
This cage of distrust, of poignancy, of weariness, of displacement, of disgust.

......

I had finally found my peace right before you came along
I was finally happy to be on my own
I had finally reconciled with the fact that I would always be alone
I was happy with and by myself
You pursued me
I opened up
I gave you my mind.
I gave you my heart.
I gave you my love.
then you threw it to the wind saying it only sparked your love, heart, mind for another
As if I didn't matter to you - as if it all meant nothing
You took what you wanted from me - used me like some tool
to kick start your heart and improve upon your art


Now I will spend another 3 years getting back to that lonesome paradise

I bet you would say "I thought all for the best..."


One is easily fooled by that which one loves. -- Jean Baptiste Poquelin Moliere

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1 comment:

  1. You're not meant to be always alone - that was just Life reaching down and pulling you away. I know it doesn't seem like it, but you will find the person you're meant to be with. Everyone else is just a distraction.

    Hang in there! It's always darkest before the calm.

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