Friday, August 7, 2009
So on Thursday I was wondering if my asking off Friday would have been fruitful, but It seems as though it will have been pointless.
I have Innocente Seraphim this weekend. None of the activities I am really concerned about going to start until 8:30 Friday Night.
I don't believe my original reason for asking off for tomorrow will come through and that makes me sad. I do not like getting to put my opinion in, I do not like being ignored, I do not like having my decisions made for me. I do not like being kept out of the loop when I am involved.
But there is nothing I can do about that. I really must get over this, and see it as their loss, not mine.
A relationship takes two people's efforts, not just one.
Now time to focus on dollies and lolita-ness! I really want there to be a Shine(http://www.eluts.com/frontstore/Item/item_zoom.asp?item_num=2977&catalog_num=68&mart_id=lutsdoll&level=&mother_catalog_num=121) or Ante(http://dollfairyland.com/shop/step1.php?number=256) there.... T_T It would cheer me up so much.
(130 V) ~~> (157 V)