Friday, July 17, 2009
If it comes down to it, what do I want/need? What concerns are there.
I'm ready to be that butterfly in the wind again. I always hate coming home left only with my worried thoughts. Can't I get sucked into drawing again? Can't I be satisfied in making photostories?
Why do I feel the urgent want to connect? I used to not care if anyone else cared, but I do.
I need to not be scared, be myself, and just be happy with me and mine.
Normally typing things out really helps, but at the moment I am sitting in front of this keyboard with a cloud over my head. I want to let it all out, but just don't have it in me.